In My Head

Darkest of my Heart ...? Behind the Scenes I cherish

I Made a Promise

Cloud Strife
Midgar
Part of Aurora Animas
Otherwise available for Independent RP
[I can play Cloud at any point. ]
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coldxasxice:

FUNDRAISER!

An anonymous friend needs your help. They’re going to possibly wind up with nowhere to live, nowhere to go, if their goal is not met.  Because of the personal nature of this, they are remaining anonymous, but this person is important to me, and even MORE important to my friend BehindTheStripes.  You may or may not have seen Cap’s posts about this already.

We’re a third of the way there, but we only have two weeks to raise this!

So, because I am also teaching myself a certain form of Circular Gallifreyan  (from this interpretation), I will offer creating your full name, your url, phrases, sentences, etc if you donate!

Essentially, the more you donate to her on the Chip-in fund, the more I will make you in Circular Gallifreyan.  If you wish to remain anonymous, and you have donated, send me an anonymous ask with how much you donated and what you want, and I’ll put them in the answer. Otherwise, you may send me an ask with your name and let me know how much you donated and what you want.

$5 - Full name/ Full Character name/ full URL/ Short sentence or phrase

$10 - Longer sentence or phrase/ 2 names/ 2 shorter sentences or phrases

$20 - A short paragraph or short poem/ Five names (or urls, etc, you get the idea)

If you donate more than this and would like something more done, let me know.

I have not done any in altered color schemes, but I am sure I can (Perhaps based on your tumblr theme or whatever you like).

Just DONATE TO MY FRIEND and let me know, and even if you’re not interested, pass it around?  

This was started by my friend, BehindTheStripes, I simply wanted to help any way that I can.  So, if drawing some Gallifreyan things in a vector will help, then that’s what I’ll do!  Please I ask that you reblog, even if you are not interested. We are 1/3 of the way to our goal. I’d like to see us actually surpass it, so they have more to fall back on, just in case. Please help! Thank you.

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ooc: If we stand for each other, we stand stronger.

behindthestripes:

And I have a friend that deeply needs your help.

Have you ever been so scared for someone that you love?

Been so worried for what happens to them so you give all you can, but you just can’t give everything because you’d be at the bottom of the barrel yourself?

I feel this way about the House Fund I’m working on for a friend. As I said, I can’t release information on who it is but they desperately need your help. If you can spare a dollar please do, if you can spare more please do.

Being homeless is not a fate I would wish on anyone.

This is the chip-in.

This is the commission for one of my friends to make you something. All proceeds go to the housefund.

Stevie-Pie has also offered to do art commissions. Here is a sample of their art:

They start at five dollars. Here is another sample:

Again you can reach the artist here.

Lets take care of one of our own, everyone. Thank you.

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#ooc  #signal boost  #House Fund  

WARNING TO YAOI RPERs

lokixcat:

All screenshots are unaltered.

This happened recently, on a website I am a member of, under the display name “Loki”

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#tw:rape  #trigger warning  #Yaoi  #Yaoi rp  #WARNING  #yaoinightmare.net  #yaoinightmare  #rp  #rape  #rape culture  

WHAT’S WRONG WITH IT? HOW ABOUT THE GODDAMN LAW?

HOW ABOUT COPYRIGHT?

Just wow

(names removed to prevent anonymous hate being sent to the guilty parties)

(Guh this might be turned into a rant blog soon because UGH)

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#artists  #stolen art  #copyright  #copyright law  #art  #art theft  #artist rights  #tumblr etiquette  #art etiquette  

turklight:

eternallyxfaithful:

turklight replied to your post: 

don’t forget how “competitive” we all are, too~.

ooc: Gosh, I know! It’s like a bloodbath out here!

ooc: Don’t forget that we apparently made everything up before. “We” being all the victims of her previous bullying. Don’t forget that that other RP group that she used to admin for, and utterly decimated when she left them because she was no longer the center of attention? that was a lie too, right?  And all those other Rinoas she bitches about? That’s totes okay for her to do, cuz it’s her blog and she can say as she likes?

Newsflash: people hear about things from other people sometimes, including hateful things.  You can say whatever you like, yes, free country.

BUT PEOPLE DON’T haVE TO LIKE IT, AND THEY ALSO HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO SAY SO

PS: Words have CONSEQUENCES.  Words can HURT other people.  Just because you CAN say whatever you like doesn’t mean that you SHOULD. 

But all of us who spoke out about her bullying and mistreatment of us before, and there were quite a few, we’re all in some conspiracy, right?

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Fuck all this shit.

It’s 7/10

It’s Cloud/Tidus ship day

I am going to enjoy this ‘holiday’

ON SKYPE

without bullies

and BS

and HATEFUL GARBAGE

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ugh okay

I left this fandom for a reason

Bunch of passive-aggressive bullies, stupid ship wars, two-faced liars

I cannot deal with it.

Just gross.

this fandom is gross and infected with a hateful hateful disease

and I am in no mood to deal with it.

LIVE AND LET LIVE

STOP BULLYING PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU DON’T AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPS, CHARACTER INTERPRETATION, OR RP STYLE

IF YOU DON’T LIKE THEM, DON’T FOLLOW THEM FFS. IT’S NOT THAT GOD-DAMNED HARD

ALL OF YOU JUST CUT IT THE FUCK OUT

Poisonous poisonous fandom

UGH

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- Calling a bully out on their shit is not bullying, FYI. It’s pointing out the bully.  

- No one wanted you to leave tumblr.  They just wanted you to stop being a two-faced, passive aggressive bully, who hates anyone who sees the world differently than she does. 

- Great that you have friends that see things like you, but you don’t have to be cruel to everyone with a different thought process

- The world doesn’t revolve around you. You are not god’s gift to RP, nor to Rinoa. Your opinion is not the be-all-end-all.  You’re entitled to think you’re the greatest rinoa out there, and so are the people who RP with you.  If they love you, that’s great. What’s NOT okay is passive-aggressively making every other rinoa feel like shit for playing her differently than you. That makes you a bully.

- Pretending to be someone’s friend, then saying really fucked up shit behind their back is never okay. It makes you a liar.  

- Anyone participating in ship wars is also a bully. Just leave people and their ships different than yours alone. or don’t follow. it’s REALLY easy.

- Enjoy your RP, and stop bullying my friends, and the fandom.  Just move on with your little fanclub and stop hurting people. Seriously. People have had enough of it. You CAN run an RP blog without being a holier-than-thou, elitist, bully.

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Let’s not have any ship wars

ship wars are mean

people are gonna ship what they’re gonna ship

why do YOU give a fuck what OTHER people ship

I am so fucking sick of ship wars. Of Cloti vs Clerith vs Clack, of Canon vs Crack. Live and let live. If you don’t like a ship, don’t ship it.  Bitching about it is like seeing two people you don’t think should be together and attacking them for it.

CANT YOU SEE YOU’RE RICH AND EDUCATED AND SHE’S POOR AND STUPID? YOUR RELATIONSHIP DOESN’T MAKE ANY SENSE! UGH

that’s what you sound like, ship-wars people

seriously, it is

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#ships  #ship wars  

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OOOH! Look who’s being a bully again!

you want to know what’s really wrong with this fandom? Shipping wars. that’s a big part of it.

SHIP ALL THE THINGS

HATERS GONNA HATE

You know, when someone is going through a hard time, you don’t get on Anon and encourage them to hurt themselves, let alone kill themselves.

bigbro-winchester:

You should be ashamed of yourself. You can sit in front of your computer behind a mask and call someone an attention whore and fuck someone over—because depression is attention whoring. Right. I forgot about that? It’s not like a condition or anything. It’s just a minor mental defect in which the person wants attention. People like you have no right to judge or fucking say anything

when someone’s fucking life could be on the line, and you’re the one pushing them towards it. I hate people like you. You’re disgusting and you’re filth and you shouldn’t be allowed near other human beings if that’s the way you treat people you don’t even fucking KNOW.

To add to this:

FUCKING OBVIOUSLY THEY WANT SOME GOD DAMNED ATTENTION.  ExCUSE THE FUCK out of THEM for wanting someone, anyone… no, not wanting, make that NEEDING someone to tell them their life is WORTH something.  They just need to know someone gives a fuck, because at the moment they feel like nobody does. It’s not their fault they feel the way they do. Depression, anxiety, these things cause an chemical imbalance in the brain. They can no more control that feeling than they can control what color eyes they have.

Sure, they can PRETEND they are okay, until keeping it all secret pushes them right over the edge.   Let me let harassing anons like you in on something… TOO FUCKING BAD THAT YOU DON’T WANNA SEE NEGATIVE SHIT ON YOUR DASH. OH BOO-HOO, THE WORLD IS IMPERFECT and some people are utterly MISERABLE for no reason YOU can fathom, so they must just be whiny attention whores, right?

You know who the real fucked up person is in those situations? You.  You might as well be a murderer, since you’re attempting to take a life. 

It isn’t funny. This is someone’s life, not your source of entertainment.

  1. fairlypuppy-mun started following you
  2. c-r-y-s-t-e-l-l-a started following you
  3. dangerously-dainty started following you
  4. ultimecia-witch started following you
  5. codedforthekeyblade started following you
  6. soulfulxgenome started following you
  7. heartxportrait started following you

  8. wielderof-rainfall started following you
  9. roxas-number-xiii started following you
  10. kairiofheart started following you

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honor-as-soldier:

fenrirsevenblades:

honor-as-soldier started following you

Was that really… it couldn’t… he was dead, wasn’t he? “Zack?…”

Zack waved at Cloud. “Hey, man. Look like you’ve seen a ghost or something.” He tilts his head to the side. “You alright?”

”..Yeah…” he answered quietly, not sure what to think of the situation. Seen a ghost? Yeah… that about sums it up.

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#fenrirsevenblades